Insane Insomniac (tygermine) wrote,
Insane Insomniac
tygermine

Here we go again...

So, you guys recall that woman I worked for in Mozambique who went out of her way to make my life hell for the 18 months I was there?

Remember how the stress of that as well as losing my fiance resulted in me having PTSD?

And then I moved to Bangkok to try a new thing in my life with less stress?

Yeah, well, my new job that I was really enjoying at my new school has managed to become awful because my co-ordinator / direct supervisor is a cloned copy of my previous boss.

I get palpitations every time I see a message from her or sit in a meeting with her. I panic about the smallest things because I can't seem to do them exactly as she wants because my kids haven't been trained like hers.

And she doesn't have a sense of humour.

Now, my last strategy was to be employee of the month. I am changing that to be the invisible employee of the month.
And i'm going to ask for a transfer to the high school section. It was recommended to me by another teacher who says its far less work than primary and no bitch supervisor, AND drama department needs a supervising teacher.

I'm tired of having women like that in my life. I can't handle the anxiety, especially when I can't afford to medicate it.

So I'm on a mental health day today and will return to school tomorrow with a can do attitude and smile. Just not today. Today I may make small children cry.
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